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Name: Belle
Birthday: 6/8/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: Japanese Fashion, Music, Raving, dancing, boys wishing they were men, yoga, violin, veganism, straight-edge, hardcore, trance, erotica, dancing, tattooes, piercings, virginity....
Expertise: making you laugh
Occupation: Rave Dancer
Industry: my own industry...


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Member Since: 2/1/2005

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Monday, March 12, 2012

I am

so

motherfucking





son of a bitch



manface



UGLY :(

034

the fuck!


Thursday, January 12, 2012

you breathe funny now......

it makes a weird whistling noise whenever you breathe out of your nose, you can barely sleep on your side these days.




















now, you will always be reminded of the day you betrayed my trust, bloodied my nose and blackened my eye.









I will always love you.


Tuesday, December 20, 2011

dear 2011....

Hi, I just wanted to let you know that when the clock strikes midnight signaling the end of you forever, I am not going to miss you at all. While you began as a great part of my life with nothing but happiness and laughter, you progressed into an evil, hurtful, painful festering sore upon my ass. when the clock strikes 12 on that cold winters night, I am going to forget you, let go of you, hurl you into the deepest depths of my past memories and never think of you, speak to you or want to hear about you ever again for the rest of my breathing, walking, waking life. You, I am sure..are going to try and pry your way into my life again and remind me of what " used to be" and what " happened back then"..but I"m going to brush you off as the speck of disgusting dirt you are 2011.....yes I"m talking about THE 2011 year...granted..you brought great music, some OK movies, some ok concerts and shows and a sprinkle of happy times...but the majority of you was nothing noteworthy, nothing to really be proud of....I made a list of things I"m thankful for today..and you 2011 did not make the list sadly....

2011......Good fucking ridden to you and your kind, I never want to see you, smell you, talk to you, know of you or hear from you ever again.

after you, I am going to be stronger, better, faster, healthier, happier....

after you..I am going to love myself because you gave me 1000 reasons why I shouldn't..

after you...I am going to remove the shackles and be free of you and your awfulness...


after you...I"m going to be the Belle I was meant to be..........you did nothing but hold me down...

this is me kindly asking you to fuck off and never come back...
and never


Thursday, December 01, 2011

the first of the month

I always fast on the first of the month in order to clean myself out and get a clean start on a new month. This entire year has been nothing but stress and it's so stupid.


Wednesday, November 30, 2011

UEN is nearly over...

for some reason I want to start this week over..I feel I could've done alot better. It doesn't help that my best friend ( who is really...REALLY hot) is coming back to town..I wanted to surprise him with a hot body in a skimpy number at the airport...but I guess I'll have to wait.

ugh..he's so hot.

I need a better diet plan...mom bought steak and cheese last night..so of course I slid everything off my plate and fed the bread to my dog....the fuck is her problem.

I'm gonna give my dogs a bath now.

OH! I"m signing up for Bikram Yoga next week..I AM I AM I AM!!!



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